“Sure I meant well, but look at what well meant did”
As far as random thoughts go, this one’s a constant in my mind. Not so much because I believe in it; more so because I feel it, sometimes, and I’d rather not at all. Someone told me she thinks she’s a magnet for misfortune , citing several plans going haywire just when she’s concentrating on them. I, on the other hand, thinks I’m predisposed to spreading myself thin for people I care about, whatever it cost me. That’s not so much misfortune as much as bad judgment, maybe. (Or maybe not.) I even think this is why I’m trying not to care about too many people anymore. Yeah, I know, what a pathetic sob non-story.
I’ve been looking at this blog and I realized that the first few pages here are very much in contrast with the last few pages. It used to be more personal; until I took myself too seriously as if these personal tidbits cost as much as Ferrari parts. No, really, maybe I just ran out of things to share. Maybe I stopped pondering about my life - which is not a bad thing if you look at the big picture. I think I want to rethink my way of thinking. There’s no way doing a good thing can do me bad. I guess.
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